To Be Continued.

Please hold while we change the channel.

*fiddles with the antenna a bit*

Now is the time to get reacquainted with our surroundings. What is it that we're looking at, exactly? The picture seems to have gotten clearer. The signal is stronger. Ah, ha! We're getting a better idea as to what we are watching. While this may be, we still don't know what the heck they're talking about. The picture is clear, but the sound has been muted.

Allow me to press the pause button.

What you are looking at is a show about a man who constantly doubts his ability to live life correctly, yet surrounded by his peers who knew that if he could focus and put forth a little effort, he could go far.

Unpaused.

So the show is running its course, but hardly a soul is paying attention. The producers forgot to add the audio. Only one body is trying desperately to read lips, though lost in translation.

I'm sure that, in time, the producers will add the audio. This particular show is expected to run for many seasons. So, please. Stay tuned in. I have a feeling things will start to heat up this next season

Stupid Dreams...

Why do dreams have to be such a pain in the ass? I went to bed pretty happy and content last night, and I wake up in the opposite state. Feeling absolutely horrible, and freaking out just a little bit. Nothing i've tried doing has helped. Listened to music, watched a movie, talked with friends, played a game, read, went for a walk, etc, etc... on top of that I got sick to my stomach.. mehhh

Not a good day. At all....

OMG Christmas!

Ahhhh, the holidays...

Yep, this is Christmas time. Eggnog, sugar cookies, Christmas songs, snow, ornamental trees, flashy lights, hot chocolate, cozy fireplace, and all the other cheerful heartwarming stuff.

The year is coming to a close. It's been a year filled with the beginnings of progress for me. I've overcome some boundaries. Not as many as I would have hoped to conquer, but some is better than none. I was thinking of saying that I am more fortunate than others. I take way too much for granted. Apart from twice in my life, I haven't really known any true hardships(besides public school.. no, seriously. it was a fucking nightmare) of other people. So do I have any room to complain much? Prolly not.

But this is Christmas time. I shouldn't be complaining anyways. My sister and nephew are comin soon to be with us. I can't wait to see him again. She says he looks like a marshmallow man. Was 7 pounds at birth. 2 months later... 15 pounds. Told her he needs to give her boobs a break. =X

I am a bit down this year, but I'm sure things will get better. In time, anyways. I still have my friends. And as I have said before, my friends are my happy pills.

Hmm, I used to be able to write elegantly. I apologize if this blog post isn't living up to anyones expectations. I am finding it hard to let my words flow. Like something is missing. Some bolt jammed in the floodgates preventing them to open to their fullest potential. Ahh, there we go. A metaphor. Well, that's something, right?

Anyhoo, back to Christmas. Well, I don't have much more to say. I am looking forward to it. I hope everyone who is reading this has a merry Christmas to the best of their abilities. And since I feel like it, heres a *HUG* for everyone. Spread this happy shit around, people!